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Sometime this week, we should be getting a call from the Funeral Home that my baby's ashes are ready to be picked up.
The urn that comes with the package is a fairly large unattractive black box and I couldn't stand to look at it. My mother in law was gracious and let me pick out a small metal heart to have her ashes stored in.
It's unbelievable to me that the next time I hold her, it'll be in my hands in a small metal heart.

My husband is a rock. I know he's in pain and I feel so guilty that I know he tries to stay strong just for me. I wish I knew the words to say just to make all his pain go away. It kills me to see him like this.

What can I do to just absorb all the pain and leave him in peace?!